What are you doing when you feel nothing? Lost your way and everything seems so blur. My broken and these things made me couldn't control this self. Its like you are a sailor and you let the water came into your ship then it sank deep deep underwater. In this situation you didn't know what you have to do, you're panic. And you paralyzed by it. Then you dived into the water together with every you feel, and all those messy things that you can't tidy it up. Losing. And then you feel like an ugly duck. Everyone around was laughing on you cause you are too different. I can't even stand to see my reflection. Everything feel worst. I just can sit infront of my computer, and tell you everything I feel hoping there is someone who answer this question.

So many people told me that I'm dreaming, I dream too big, day dreamer. Am I wrong? some people said that don't think too much, I know its true, cause thinking without do anything is nothing. but I'm not thinking, I'm dreaming, making so many things that might can do in the future. that just how I feel. my old friend gave me this song, he said the lyrics so good, and it is.

Am I wrong for thinking out the box from where I stay?
Am I wrong for saying that I choose another way?

I ain't tryna do what everybody else doing
Just cause everybody doing what they all do
If one thing I know, I'll fall but I'll grow
I'm walking down this road of mine, this road that I call home

So am I wrong
For thinking that we could be something for real?
Now am I wrong
For trying to reach the things that I can't see?

But that's just how I feel,
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel
Trying to reach the things that I can't see

Am I tripping for having a vision?
My prediction: I'mma be on the top of the world

Walk your walk and don't look back, always do what you decide
Don't let them control your life, that's just how I feel
Fight for yours and don't let go, don't let them compare you, no
Don't worry, you're not alone, that's just how we feel

Am I wrong (am I wrong)
For thinking that we could be something for real?
(oh yeah yeah yeah oh)
Now am I wrong (am I wrong)
For trying to reach the things that I can't see?
(oh yeah yeah yeah yeah)

But that's just how I feel,
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel
Trying to reach the things that I can't see

If you tell me I'm wrong, wrong
I don't wanna be right, right
If you tell me I'm wrong, wrong
I don't wanna be right

If you tell me I'm wrong, wrong
I don't wanna be right, right
If you tell me I'm wrong, wrong
I don't wanna be right

Am I wrong
For thinking that we could be something for real?
Now am I wrong
For trying to reach the things that I can't see?

But that's just how I feel,
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel
Trying to reach the things that I can't see

So am I wrong (am I wrong)
For thinking that we could be something for real?
(oh yeah yeah yeah oh)
Now am I wrong (am I wrong)
For trying to reach the things that I can't see?
(oh yeah yeah yeah yeah)

But that's just how I feel,
That's just how I feel
That's just how I feel
Trying to reach the things that I can't see

by NICO & VINZ

guys, I have a friend, he's a boy. I made a mistakes, I asked him a question, but he said "you're too annoying" I didn't know what I have to do when he said that. I said so many apologize, he said "lebay" but I know there's something in me that makes he still hate me. I don't know what I have to do guys, he's already don't like me.

i'm going to a university this year, I know it's gonna be so different from high school. University gonna be so awesome, what do you think guys?